I have no idea what I’m going to write here, but I’m determined to write something and actually post it, so I figured I’d just start and see what happened.
I’ve started lots of posts the last few months, but none of them have really gone anywhere, and frankly, I haven’t really had a great desire to write. Lately, I’ve been thinking about that, and what I’ve come up with is that I’m currently in a phase of taking in information, absorbing new ideas and new ways of seeing, and going through a difficult-to-articulate internal shift.
You know how when you’re learning something new, and you’re getting it, it’s sinking in, but you’re not at a place where you can put that information back out yet? Or when you come up with the seeds of a brilliant idea, and you know it will work, but you have no idea how, so you still have to figure that out, and until you do, you really can’t talk about it because you know people would look at you like you’re crazy? That’s kind of where I am right now. It’s an interesting place to be—fun and exciting, but a little strange, too, because I have no idea how it’s all going to turn out.
And yet…I’m okay with the uncertainty. I’m okay with not knowing. And I’m confident that it’s all going to work out. I don’t know what it’s going to look like, but I know it’s going to be okay.
And now I’m going to hit Publish.